Tuesday, July 22, 2014
Bears dancing
Imagining how great they must sound,
If they could produce these vivid colors on t-shirts.
Boy was I wrong.
My mind did not explode like I thought it would.
I was mildly disappointed.
Oh well.
I'm an 80's/90's kid.
What's another band to find?
Nowadays I'm older.
I can at least appreciate it.
Without taking LSD.
Sunday, July 20, 2014
The Economics of It All
He was born rich.
Growing up he knew it with all his heart.
It's been a surreal experience. To say the least.
The voyage he knew he would start.
And not knowing where he'd end up.
One thing he knew, though.
That he would be rich someday.
And with that,
Money became worthless.
He could buy anything,
But still felt empty.
Even so, currency consumed his time.
His thoughts and dreams.
In youth he only knew situations financially.
The last few years he became richer than his wildest dreams.
He was a big fish in a small pond.
He had achieved it early.
As an adult, a bonafide real adult,
Real ideas started pouring about where he could go,
and how to get there.
His richness grew,
In ideas and thinking unconventionally.
With that he says:
Nobody loves money.
And he hates hearing, "money over everything".
Money is an idea, of paper and digital bits.
That paper is a person's worth.
It's not what they have in their mind,
Their heart, their soul.
Numbers type up on a bank statement.
And we think "security".
Here's what he thinks of security:
What if?
What. If.
Everyone could have nice things?
What. If.
A sick person gets taken care of?
What. If.
A hungry person is fed?
What. If.
We were already who we wanted to be?
And no monetary value would change that?
That's rich.
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
Welcome to Hollywood
A city with this many people and I still feel alone...
I'm sure you're thinking, "This doesn't sound like the Hollywood I know of." and of course it doesn't.
The glamorized moving pictures you see on the screen can make a hooker in Pretty Woman look appealing.
Dreams are big in this town. Here or New York is where you go for a chance at it all.
All these dreams and only so many of them can be fulfilled.
Problem is there are backstabbers and fakes, just like the villains in the movies they portray.
I'm sure you're thinking "Who are you to try to shape my views?", and you're right. I'm nobody.
The old times, it was who you knew and what you did with the opportunity you were given.
And I knew everybody, but I never took a real chance to prove I had a voice.
Commercialization, post-modernization, and formulaic shock value. And this is considered art.
The Hitchcocks, the Lean's, The Peckinpah's, The Chaplin's, they're all gone.
Today, everyone dictates like they're Hitler.
These so called artists want to rule, to make the rules, but never in a million years will they follow them.
A day's work used to get you a day's pay. You didn't need to kiss ass to go up in the ranks of men.
You just showed talent and courage. Now the entire city is my battlefield. And right here, I'm in the goddamn lousy warzone.
I've lived here for many years and starved.
Its the hard life daily or no life at all - for dreamers.
When the going gets tough, the tough get going, but that's not me.
I've accepted that's who I am and I'm OK with it.
Sunday, July 6, 2014
Writers Anonymous
I've been writing since I was a teenager. When everyone else would throw away their poetry after English class, I would go home and rewrite it until I could no more.
I speak in slang around friends, but the written word must have a social order.
Nothing is as strong as my addiction to words crafted together.
Saturday, July 5, 2014
Alco Hall
How much I love you.
You've made me sexy, you gave me confidence,
To go talk to that girl in the black dress.
Liquid. Courage. And my deception.
Do I booze it up?
Do you smell it on me?
I just want you to rock my world one more time.
A great friend.
He had good direction,
Bad acting.
His name is Al. Kaholic.
It's a German last name.
Kaholic.
But he only drinks French wine,
And Coors Light.
I'm going to sleep early now,
But really it's 4a.m.
To sleep late is to sleep early in the morning.
My BAC is a thousand.
I might throw up.
Friday, January 3, 2014
A Pirate's Creed
Beauty is in the water,
And death always certain.
Made in heaven with the Devil's tongue.
Hell hath no fury,
Like the angry God's vengeance.
That is why there is no honor among us thieves.
So we live, laugh, and fight.
We conquer for control,
The women, and the gold.
It's all there for the taking.
Sunday, July 7, 2013
Never is a long time
and you the breadwinner.
We had such high dreams,
of us to be together forever.
It was a love that was not,
Should not have been.
Meant to be.
No matter how much we try,
Or change or cried.
There is no amount to gain,
Only time to waste.
On each other.
We had a chance to be,
And we lost badly.
Almost everything,
Except our sanity.
But not our friendship.
We can still wait for each other,
Even though...
Never is a long time...
Saturday, November 3, 2012
Pet Peeves
I'm aggravated.
Too dumb?
I'm aggravating.
Too young?
I'm annoyed.
Too old?
I'm annoyed.
Me?
Perfectly aggravating.
You?
Boring.
Me?
Perfectly annoying.
Too skinny?
It bothers me.
Too fat?
It bothers me.
Too black?
You're irritating.
Too white?
You're irritating.
Me?
Perfectly bothered.
You?
Boring.
Me?
Perfectly irritating.
Me?
Peeved.
You?
Agreed.
Me?
Leave.
You?
Relieved.
Monday, June 25, 2012
Dilaudid
How much I want more of you.
Your warmth I crave
I just wait til the next interval I get you
While I wait here in pain.
You are amazing.
And you are safe.
I lay here in bed
Waiting for that moment
I can be with you again.
My leg will take forever to heal
But our bonds are instantaneous.
I hope I can have you
Next time I'm hurting.
Thank you Dilaudid.
Thank you.
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
It goes on
is what you think.
What you think
is not your own.
What you feel
is the truth.
I don't want to feel confliction.
My heart beats in vain.
My head hung in shame.
It goes on.
What you know
is what you think.
What you think
is not your own.
What you feel
is the truth.
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Danny wants freedom, not some stinkin' roadmap
A son of a gypsy. He drinks his whiskey.
He drove his motorcycle...a hundred miles per hour right thru to my heart.
Now I'm on a two wheeled journey...of highway lust. In his sidecar.
A mountain man. A steely Dan.
Danny wants freedom, not some stinkin' roadmap.
Saturday, March 3, 2012
American
a warrior of sorts
the best of the best.
He is an endless freeway
Full of pride
Satisfied.
mission accomplished
wages of war
counterrevolution
capitalist
fighting for something
brainwash
fanatical
the only place
where else
the mexican imperialist
mexican bourgheouise
proud to be an american
brown yankee
what kind of freedom
enemy of the people
i do believe
watches a war movie
watches history channel
watches historic speech of some sort
history museum ?
nobody i knew well has ever died
intro scene to show how badass he is
'given a last chance'
Simplicity
I think Google is great that it keeps it simple. Simplicity is what we are all after on the web and too much clutter makes it impossible to keep momentum.
But given that, too simple and we are all monkeys with keyboards...
American
Rarely in a bad mood,
Never quite understood,
Walks down the street with headphones,
He listens to advice given,
Proud to be American.
The difference between most people,
Apologize by being blunt about this subject,
People are beautiful and come from a lineage,
To know the past is to create the future,
Pride of where ancestors come from.
Where dreams come true.
Friday, December 30, 2011
Hauteville House revision
Monday, November 14, 2011
The Sun
It grows.
Brighter. And Brighter.
Hot enough to grow life.
Human civilization begins.
Our pointless lives.
Our Sun.
Tears itself down.
Dies.
Our pointless lives.
Deteriorate.
And End.
A Star is born.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
I can write
Or night for day.
I try not to write all the time
I'd rather sleep.
I think about the times gone
And wonder.
If postmodern is pop
And I'm aware.
Does that make the world?
I write that it goes further
But what if, what.
If it all means nothing
We are categorizable.
Its beautiful I write now
But ugliness
Goes a lot further
Cause that is truth.
I can write if I choose.
My magic is in its reading.
The writing is not mirrors
And smoke.
Its mystic.
And long in the heart.
Time is so relevant
When all we have is
Words that last
Forever.