Sunday, December 31, 2023

in the beginning and in the middle

It used to be sex I wanted, and oddly enough

Sex brought me into my middle life

And with it what I actually needed

Which is to complete my role in life 

To be a good father to my daughter


I am a creature of habit

I used to go after orgasms

But now I go for being the right example

As a father should


It makes me smile

Knowing that the sex her mother and I had was fun

That it brought us so much joy

That it brought us something even more joyous

In our everyday way of life


My kin

Her kin

Our kin 


My everything now

Which is her everything now as well

Our daughter is funnier than me

I'm okay with it 


It's so weird to connect the two but that's

Just how it is

It's a simple connection

Of a complex connection

Two adults created a child


Love and intense passion brought

Another being into the everyday

Someone that continues and continues

To bring joy in our every way

Just by being the adventurer she is at 3 years old


Every time I say something or ask my daughter a question

I know what I'm doing - at least, kind of

I'm teaching her mass critical thinking


Even more of an ironic deal I've been given

Is that when she experiences new things

It gives her joy

Which seeing her do that is also a new experience

For me

Thanks to Mother for creating her

And for loving me when she does. 

I will always protect our daughter

Teach her to protect her community

Maybe our species will thrive.