Yes.
I'd made it all up.
You fell in love.
Now.
You see who I am.
The real me.
My makeup hides the ugly.
Tell me how much I lied.
How bad I am.
I'll twist your words around.
Make you second-guess it all.
I've been out of my mind.
Don't try to make it about you.
I never trusted you.
All I wanted was to be alone.
Instead I got everyone to hurt.
I did it well, didn't I?
That's what you get for falling for me.
Your friends and family are pitiful.
They remind me of my own.
I could never love you.
I never loved you.
I would never love you.
You barely make any money.
Tell me we're not the same.
MY CHOICE.
I'm not insane.
You tell me I'm fucked up.
Accept me for who I am.
You didn't and you won't.
I won't be like the other girls you've dated.
Now, I'm ready to die.
I'll do it, I swear.
