Common

Yes. 

I'd made it all up.

You fell in love.

Now.

You see who I am.

The real me.

My makeup hides the ugly. 

 

Tell me how much I lied.

How bad I am.

I'll twist your words around.

Make you second-guess it all. 

 

I've been out of my mind.
 

Don't try to make it about you.

I never trusted you.

All I wanted was to be alone.

Instead I got everyone to hurt. 

I did it well, didn't I?

 

That's what you get for falling for me.

Your friends and family are pitiful.

They remind me of my own. 

 

I could never love you. 

I never loved you.

I would never love you.

You barely make any money. 

 

Tell me we're not the same.
 

MY CHOICE.
 

I'm not insane.
 

You tell me I'm fucked up.

Accept me for who I am.

You didn't and you won't.

I won't be like the other girls you've dated.

 

Now, I'm ready to die.

I'll do it, I swear.

Don't take me seriously.

 

I'll just survive.

 

Never thrive.

 

And I'll blame you.

 

 

Because of your ambition.

 

That I never tried to have. 

No More Walls

Furious anger by the citizens,

As they get their rights taken from them.

I've been searching for my rights too,

Seems it's been as far back as I can remember.

 

The mourning and sadness hasn't broken me yet.

To be honest, I don't think I do break. 

 

I've been gripping at the edges,

Until my hands are bone and meat. 

My arms degraded away.

My mind telling me I should let go.

 

Hoping that who I am as a person will be found,

To show that I do exist.

If it's truly out of nowhere,

The zone to reach is open higher than the skies.

Mars might let us all in,

If we could only reach there in time.

 

The feeling of uncertainty covered me,

It blinded my heart that was so incomplete.

What I did was trust the process,

To save my own soul.

 

To walk in on my own imagination,

I waited for decades for it to show up.

What was given to me was peace in my heart,

And a little kindness towards others.

 

I don't need the barrier anymore,

Even if it's for my own protection.

I give myself to those that need it most,

I don't mind if it hurts a little.

 

What I do expect in payback is truth, 

No more lies, no more holding anything away.

It's a wonderful gift to be given,

The biggest trust in one and all.

 

No more walls.