I pushed myself,
Away from you.
This trouble - it's mine.
Too many times I've gone on my own.
And it's not the way to be united again.
I've tried to realize,
It's my heart that I can't control.
I'm not a machine.
I have to remind myself.
I'm hanging around,
The end of my rope.
Do I have the
Will?
Do I have the
Power?
I do.
I know,
I remember.
It's my heart I must control.
In public.
I lied,
Yes, I know.
I know.
I won't give into you again.
I pulled myself towards you,
In from the past.
You struck my chord,
So I pulled my own strings.
And I let go.
I'm so sorry.
I lied.
And it's no more,
With you I'm alive.
Because I don't have control,
Of who I give myself to.
It's you,
Again and again.
