Tuesday, October 12, 2021

Cause That's What I'm After (if only)


If only I'd fix my hair up a little more

So I could be pretty for once

Cause that's what I'm after

So I could be noticed more


If only my belt and clothing was more styled

I'd be more liked

Cause that's what I'm after

One day I just might


If only I got rid of those damn rugs

More love would I get

Cause that's what I'm after

Then I'd be set


I HATE IT


If only I grated blocks of Parmesan cheese

I'd develop real taste

Cause that's what I'm after

Since store-bought isn't for winners


If only my apartment had more room

There'd be peace in the world

Cause that's what I'm after

Even though I have no peace in my heart


If only I were closer to my friends

And saw them in person all the time

Cause that's what I'm after

Everyone is online and has been for a while now


I HATE THAT


If only I had a car

Because all the greats owned a vehicle

Cause that's what I'm after

To drive aimlessly around the city


If only I hated heavy metal

Since only pop music is important

Cause being popular matters

At least that's what Redditors say


I HATE THEM


If only I wouldn't criticize you

And only criticized myself

Everything I am

Is just a My Little Pony sock


I HATE IT


If only I hated myself more

And didn't hate so hard

It was me and my family's upbringing that ruined me

I'd get so far


If only I wasn't friends with my exes

Because once it's over we can't be in each other's lives

Cause that's what I'm after

Unless there's a baby involved


Then I have no choice


I HATE IT

Sunday, October 10, 2021

Motion of Emotions



This is what it's like
No one is really right
Thinking there’s answers
That there's purpose

Now that you know it
I’m sure that you want it
And its lies that come along
Who do you think you are?

A prophet?

Why do you lie?
Lies made of pain
After this where will you go?
Back to one and then you're done


I'll make sure
Everyone gets what they deserve
Let me in
And you'll find yourself

You've only let out
Yourself to me

Smoked mirrors and copies
But I see you
The real failure
What you really are

A lost soul


A darkness carried
Sadistic, scarred
I'm calling you
So answer me



Wednesday, October 6, 2021

Speak Fast Take Forever to Die

To pay the mortgage I sing, produce, write, direct and act

As well as labor and data entry


Born rich in mind and I like to speak fast


Learned I could do poetry as an attack


Older now so positivism is in my raps


At 2PM I like to take myself two hour naps


I take good care of myself and loved one's health


Instead of going after imaginary power and wealth


Main goal in life is to be my best me


To strengthen the family tree


To spread peace


Revolutionary ideals


To make my family meals


I spin what good life is considered


By putting the car back on the wheels


Driving like a model citizen


Look people in the eyes


Not be afraid


And fight for what's right