I forgot how much it hurts.
I felt real again.
I felt real again.
It didn't seem like reality,
Before.
My life sprayed out beneath.
And I was me.
And I was me.
It was nice,
To bleed.
To bleed.
I finally broke,
My machine.
Myself.
I can build back up,
And be the same monstrosity I was.
Maybe I can become better this time.
Who knows?
I hope.
