Thursday, September 4, 2025

Pure Hate

Hurt is not hate.

I do wish that it could have been anyone but you.

Could one change have changed everything?


A Hurt Machine.

Something that is so beautiful as the destruction of it all.

I want all the suffering to end.


I've known now what I wish I did when you were taken from me.

Forever is a long time without you.

To never again have your breath on me.

I wish I could feel your eyes on me.

One more time.

The trauma I can deal with.

The anger I can't control.


Now that I know I'll never get you back.

And I know, if I could see you again...

You'd give me the chance to hear you say you'd want me to let you go.

And not see you gone.

That's just a dream and then there's the reality.


So when I see the world today.

After all this time of war and all of this blood spilled.

No more violence.

No more hatred.

Peace.

Temporary peace.


Except by me.


There's nothing in me anymore without you.

A heart that beats but no heart to give ever again.

Everyone will pay for what they did to you and me.

Taken the love of my life for something so small and so vain.


I don't have it in me anymore to give anything but all my hate.

The world will pay.

For what it did to our love story.