Monday, August 4, 2008

Glitter Tears

God doesn't seem to like me.
I never get what I want when I ask.
Never has he answered my requests.
It seems that never has he talked to me or enlightened me.

Why? Won't you answer me?
Why? Won't you be seen?
Why? You never answered my prayer.
Why? You let us all live in this HELL.

I don't like to run around praising something I've never had.
Miracles I believe, aliens I believe,
God is real. Lucifer reminds me.

Why then hast thou forsaken me,
Into this darkness reminding me of what cannot be.

Why?
Won't you answer me?
Why?
Won't you be seen?
Why?
You never answered my prayer.
Why?
You let us all live in this HELL.

There doesn't seem like a plan at all.
Is Hell just a dream,
Did I make hell up?
Was there only you and me,
Until I made Him?

Up is heaven,
Down is hell.
I want to end it all,
Rid myself of constant torture,
I live and you give.
I don't mean to be mean. I just speak of truth.
If that's too much,
Then why don't you listen?

I never wanted to be in this position,
I never wanted responsibility.
I never chose to live,
Not that i can recall,
I'd rather choose death.
I never wanted to be alive,
Not if i could choose.
But you never even gave me a choice.
If heaven is freedom,
I never wanted it.
Its a freedom you choose,
My freedom is everlasting dream.